Looking back

What I Have Learned

        This semester is my last semester.  It means I’ve been almost one year, and I have almost 40 days left to be America.  As the plan which was set when it was started always be changed, my plan is also changed a lot.  Even though, I was look like worst student (it’s true though), I’ve learned many things these past times.  When I came here, I didn’t serious think about my future.  I’ve just followed what I have to do as most people do.  Through these past times, I’ve realized that I don’t know what I want to do, and even what I like to do.  And I’ve learned many things through my many classmates.  Most of them exactly know what they want to do, and what they have to do.  I thought I’m the only one person who can’t handle anything, and miss everything.  However, most other classmates also had passed that kind of tough times same like me.  Besides, even though, some classmates didn’t overcome that negative thought, they didn’t give up what they must do that I gave up sometimes.  Now on, changing my future depends on me.  I already know in my mind though, it’s very hard to me.  Even if I go back to Korea, I couldn’t forget how they could overcome when they had tough time.  In other hand, I’ve learned from every single person.  Some of them taught me how to study, some of them taught me kindness, and some of them taught me how to maintain think positive way.  Of course I’ve learned how to make conversation, writing, reading in English.  I’m still thinking, and learning.

In honor of Thanksgiving

In Honor of Thanksgiving

          In these days, there are only negative thoughts in my mind.  Everything means nothing to me, and nothing is interesting for me.  What three things are thankful for me?  As I have had this tough time, I’m thankful for my classmates and teachers.  Nevertheless I’m a worst classmate for them, they always welcome me; besides, some of them tried to help me by asking my problem.  I didn’t answer them though, I really appreciate their kindness.  In addition, most of teachers tried to help me, and they didn’t hate me.  Of course, I’m thankful for my parents. 

In honor of presidential election

In Honor of our Presidential Election

       When I faced this question, I thought it’s very interesting and excited, but when I started to think about that seriously, being a head of one country is going to be very hard.  Even though, I’ve already known that being president is hard and politic is also very difficult, I realized again how responsibilities are needed to be that.  In spite of hardness to be head of country, if I was to be elected head of my country, first I would like to meet various people not only high position people, but also very poor people.  I want to know their different complain and requirements; also I think I have to know about that before to be head of them.  One thing that I really want to change if I’d be head of Korea is reunification of Korea seriously.  Even though, most of people will not want, I think it would make us to be better one country in a future.  In these days, many candidates say they are going to make lots of opportunities to get a job.  That is important too, but I think something more important thing is not that.  Long time ago, there is one of Korean kings; he made sounds of all people’s box in front of place, and he tried to follow them.  I want to be like that president.  I don’t want to just change the country or something; the important thing is pay attention of people’s think as I thought.

 

In Honor of Halloween

In Honor of Halloween Day

 
            It happened when I was 17 years old.  That night, I was sleeping on the floor in my room.  I was lying down between the desk and door; so I could see under the desk.  That night, I was so tired.  When I was just starting to fall asleep, I felt that some very heavy thing is pressing me very strongly, but I couldn’t move at all.  Scarier thing was although I didn’t open my eyes, I could see my room.  Besides, I could feel that someone’s face is coming to me from under the desk.  Of course I couldn’t move my face, and I couldn’t scream either.  Someone’s face kept coming to me, and I guessed that face was male.  He said something to my left ear very not clearly; in addition, more horrible thing was I could feel his breathing.  It was horrible time that I’ve ever had before.  So I tried to wake up from that situation, and suddenly my pet touched me, so I could wake up.  I felt so tired, so I just fall asleep right away.  The next morning, I was surprised again, because my pet was not in my room; besides, my room was closed.  I never sleep that direction after that horrible night.

Living in the moment

Where Would You Live

 

          If I had to live the rest of my life in a place that I’ve never lived in before, I want to live in very strange place.  Sometimes I wish I want to live in somewhere that is no one who I already knew; so the strange place’s specific means that there is no such person who I know.   Therefore, If it’s possible, I want to live on the road.  For example, I want to live in Thailand for a while, and then I want to move to the other country such as India, Cambodia, or Europe constantly.  I just want to live by travel, but I know that it’s not only impossible, but also it has to give up many things.  It’s just my ideal life.

Uninvent

Uninvent

 

       If I could uninvent something, I would uninvent every weapon. When I read this topic, I thought it’s very hard topic to me because everything that are invented has reason to be invented. All of things that are invented were invented to make good environment for human. Meanwhile, I found one thing that not useful for all of us. That is weapon. First of all, weapon only causes constant fight. Even if there are reasons to protect something, it also someone will be attacked from them; therefore, it is not protect anymore. Secondly, making weapon takes a lot of money. The same cost for making weapon could help people who are being hunger. Without weapon, we don’t need to be worry about fight, and war each other. I think, weapon has negative reason only. If I could uninvent something, I’m going to uninvent weapon without any hesitation! Right away!

Ideal Job to Me

What would be my dream job?

    If I could choose my ideal job, I want to work at NGO.  NGO is an abbreviation of ‘Non Government Organization.’  There are many and various NGO organizations such as UNICEF, World Vision, or Green Peace.  NGO has many different kinds.  It could be about against war, save the environment, or save the animal. 
    For me, I’m interested in fair of opportunities.  I want to deliver opportunities to children who haven’t gotten the opportunities same as other children; moreover, I want to help to make their environment to safe. 
    If I want to work at NGO, I should have lots of knowledge; besides, it required basically speak English well, and other languages are optional.  Although speak English is very important to get every job, especially to work at NGO, its necessary.
    Even though I want to work at NGO, my parents not really like that; because, it is not related with earning money.  I have to earn money to care of my parents, at least to prepare emergency to them; therefore, it’s very hard problem.
    As a result, if I could not worry about those things, I want to work at NGO as I’ve dreamed.